Friday, September 3, 2010

Personals...

I have decided to start a blog (other than my photography blog) to be able to share stuff with family & friends! :) I used to have a personal blog, but for some reason decided to password protect it and now I have misplaced my log-in info for it so I finally gave up and decided to make a new one!
I want to start out with stating some things that I love & am so thankful for... My family-Kreston, Allie, Mom, Dad, Brooke, Kenzie, Heather, my amazing Grandparents- Grandma Betty, Grandma Iris and the late Grandpa Dee & Grandpa Bill, my sweet Nieces Savannah and Sydnee, my in-laws (on both sides)- Nick, Pam, Monty, Justin, Wes, Bart, Troy; my life-long friends that I am so lucky to have- Codee, Shawna, Ashley, Sarah, Amelia, Darien, Steph, and lots of others that I may not be as close with. I am thankful for my life... The Lord truly has some loving guardian angels watching over Allie & I... It was just the 5 year mark from the time of my accident. It's so crazy for me to think that that happened 5 years ago and seeing how much I have grown and learned from that situation and how scary it was to go through all of that: breaking my shoulder, and 6 ribs as well as puncturing my lung, being in the hospital for such a long time and having to have surgery and on top of it all finding out I was pregnant. Out of all the devastation, the latter was the most devastating, I was so scared & nervous. It was one thing me being young & dumb and unintentionally putting my own life in danger but finding out that I had an innocent sweet little baby in my belly. I was so disappointed in myself... I couldn't even lift my arm to comb my hair, I couldn't lay in a bed to sleep, it would hurt me to breathe, cough, or even yawn... how could I ever take care of a baby? But yet, 9 months later out came my beautiful little miracle baby as healthy as can be! When I held her in my arms for the first time the emotions overwhelmed me: She was Perfect! She was healthy! She was beautiful! I am alive! I am healthy! I just carried & delivered a baby! I have never loved anything more than I love my sweet little Allie Jayde! She is a Godsend! My sweet little Angel!
There is so much to be thankful for in life! I truly believe in God's blessings and in miracles! I am still praying for a Miracle for my mother-in-law, Pam, who is battling Pancreatic Cancer. I pray to please give her more time on this Earth to spend with her sweet granddaughters whom adore her!
Meanwhile, appreciate each day, be grateful for those that you love, don't take anything for granted... You never know what you have 'til it's gone.

1 comment:

  1. I am so excited you got a personal blog! :) The benefit went great last night! Thanks for putting those pictures on facebook for me.... call me as soon as you get home.

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